The green-haired woman slowly opened her eyes. For a moment, she felt like she was floating, safe and warm. She lay there for a moment as she inhaled the light, masculine scent of sandalwood and spice. Her memory was hazy, but that familiar tightness in her chest started to creep in again.
She carefully wiggled out of the arms that held her, got up from the pallet and draped a soft, linen sheet around herself. She stood there in the darkness, heard the wash of waves, smelled the sea again, and closed her eyes.
Something happened to me … Something bad, but I can’t remember. I just can’t remember …The green-haired woman opened her eyes again. The room she was in was nearly pitch-black except for the light of moon and stars that filtered in from a small alcove across the room. She carefully found her way across the room to the alcove that housed smooth, hewn steps and followed them up.
There, in that strange, grey space between night and morning, she saw unimaginably high cliffs soaring into the air. Below her, the sea roared and crashed on rocks that jutted out of the surf before they gently broke on the white, crystalline sands of the shore. The shore gave way to a dark swath that follow the base of the cliffs. She squinted and thought that darkness might be creeping up the sides. This beautiful, wild landscape went on like this for as far as her eyes could see, and that tightness in her chest lessened.
Where am I? Why am I here? This is too weird to be heaven … The sky began to lighten from darkness to purple-grey as twin suns began to rise on the horizon. A warm, almost tropical breeze ruffled her long hair and the draped linen fluttered around her in the breeze.
“Who am I?” the green-haired woman whispered, confused. “Am I this Eidys … or Sadie?”
“You’re awake …”
She turned abruptly and saw the angel-man, Serik, standing at the top of the steps.
“How are you feeling?”
“Sleepy … confused …”
“The
chaja still affects you, but it should wear off soon.”
Her brow furrowed. There was an odd tang in her mouth like anise underscored something bitter she couldn’t quite put her finger on.
“The
what?”
Serik took a step towards her. He reached out and gently took her face in his large, tanned hands.
“You had some sort of spell—an
ajan—a waking dream.” He said quietly. “You thought you were drowning. It’s understandable, Eidys. Who knows how long you were in the water …”
The green-haired woman looked up at Serik. His soft, violet eyes were kind, and suddenly she felt tears fall.
“I … I don’t know who I am. Where I am … Something bad happened to me. I think there might’ve been an accident.”
Serik only nodded solemnly, wiped her tears away and took her hand. She squeezed it tight.
“Help me,” she whispered. “Please …”
“Are you sure you want to do this now, Eidys? Shouldn’t you rest?”
The green-haired woman angrily yanked her hand out of Serik’s.
“I don’t
want to rest, damn it! I want to know what happened to me—if you
know something--”
Serik grabbed her wrists gentle, but firm. She fought against him, but he was too strong.
“--let go of me!”
“I don’t want to cause you anymore pain!” He said. “I don’t want you to suffer another
ajan …”
She looked up at Serik, eyes fierce with determination.
“I need to know!”
The angel-man sighed and let go of her wrists.
“I think I have something that might help with your memory. Come.”
Serik turned and she followed him down the stone stairs. Oil lamps had been lit and for the first time, she realized how finely carved the cavernous room was. She waited by the pallet that rested on a wide, carved pedestal. Serik opened a chest and she caught a glimpse of her clothes—jeans and a black t-shirt—as he took something out. He closed it and returned to her with something wrapped in a small, red cloth.
“We found you with this.” Serik said, as he handed it over. “You wouldn’t let go of it. I had to pry it out of your hand.”
The green-haired woman opened the red cloth. Inside was a long piece of metal that tapered to a point. The other end was a round, machined grip that could’ve only been manufactured by a modern machine.
“It’s … a center punch …”
Suddenly, she felt the air knocked out of her and she was flooded with flashes of memories. She saw herself skidding out of controlling, hands grappling futilely with the steering wheel of her car. There was the sound of metal on metal as the passenger side careened into the guard rail and flipped.
There was a dull crunch in her ears as ice and glass fractured. Her hands scrabbled at her seat belt. Cold water leaked in fast and she went for the center punch in her glove box. The water was nearly above her head. She dipped down and with all her strength, she hit the windshield.
The green-haired woman wavered, but she felt Serik’s strong hands steady her and pull her towards him.
“My name is Sadie …” She whispered against Serik’s chest, as she trembled in his arms. “I … had a car accident.”
She squeezed the center punch tight.
“This saved my life—I
know it did. I know I’m alive!”
Sadie looked up at Serik as the terrible knowledge of what had happened settled in her.
“But … How did I get here? Where is here? Why do you keep calling me ‘Eidys’?”
“Where you are is easy enough to explain.” Serik said as he idly stroked Sadie’s hair. “How you got here—that I can’t explain. I don’t know. All I know is that you washed up here on the shores of Kassane with that thing in your hand.”
Sadie watched as a small smile tugged at the corners of Serik’s mouth. His large hands took hold of her face again; his thumbs gently caressed her cheeks.
“As for your name,” he said softly. “ no matter what you call yourself, you will always be Eidys to me …”
Sadie was caught up in Serik’s beautiful, violet-eyed gaze as he tipped her face up to him. His warm lips gently brushed hers. The feel, the taste of him was somehow familiar and calming. The warm scent of sandalwood and spices that clung to him suddenly became heady, nearly intoxicating. She didn’t want to leave; she wanted to press herself against his warm body, to stay close to him.
Finally, she remembered herself and pulled away from Serik. For a moment, he seemed vaguely disappointed, but he quickly covered it with a good-natured smile.
“My name … That’s not an answer.” Sadie said quickly, trying to move past the sudden kiss this handsome man had just given her.
“I’ll get you something to eat.” Serik said, as though he hadn’t heard her. “And perhaps you’d like a bath and some proper cloths? I’ll tell you all you want to know about Kassane, the Aegiran archipelago, and we Aegirans.”
Sadie could only nod and Serik turned to go. She watched him disappear through another doorway, covered with a heavy, embroidered tapestry.
“You’re hiding something from me.” Sadie murmured to herself. “What is it? What’s with that name,
Eidys?”
*****